- a stable job that i love
- enough money to live comfortably and travel
- a fulfulling relationship
Putting this out into the universe
(via take-a-look-into-my-life)
Yesterday I couldn’t wait to tell everyone about how happy I was and how I haven’t even this happy in years. My friends and family are great and I thought I had found someone that genuinely cared about me. Today I don’t feel like that at all. Rock bottom again and now I’m crying on my birthday because I constantly give people a chance and they let me down. 😔
I feel so damn disgusted when someone turns out to be a huge waste of time. Like why did i ever let you in my life to begin with.
(via y0uholdmybrokenheart)
honestly man i just want someone to want me. to text me. to use a simple situation as an excuse to touch me. i want someone to think about me when they go to sleep and to tell me exactly that. i want someone to flirt with me, to ask me out. to hold my hand. i want someone to call me in the middle of the day, if for no other reason, because they felt like it. i just want someone i want to want me back.
(via every0ne-dies-alone)
I used to think I was being too picky but fuck that. I deserve someone who wants to know about me. It may sound silly but I don’t wanna be out here fucking with people who never ask my favorite color or if I ate today. I deserve someone who wants to hear my dreams just as much as I want to hear theirs. I deserve the same energy and effort I release. Fuck that.
(via n-0-pe)
I hope you will find a job that fulfills you, friends that understand you, and love that completes you.
(via twisted-adventures)
to be honest, tumblr isn’t a very good place to be when you’re trying to make your mental health better…don’t believe everything u read, there’s a line between relatable posts and normalizing unhealthy coping mechanisms, so be careful if your goal is to be less negative.
Hey everyone!
To all those that care I am still on here occasionally.
Honestly, I’ve gotten so much better the past year to the point where I have finally felt the happiest I’ve been in years without medication.
This Tumblr reminds me of those bad days/months/years but for some reason I can’t let go. I still feel suicidal at times and still suffer from depression and I think this helps me sometimes.
I’ve come in here a lot the last few days after the death of Chester Bennington and it just reminds me that that could have been me, that could have been every single one of us and that our demons never leave us but we need to continue to fight every single day and hopefully live a long fulfilling happy life.